This is a series of audio recordings, all from 2018, on a Tascam DR-05. The samples have then been manipulated, stretched, squeezed and effected in Ableton Live. Samples include live performances at Counterflows 2018, a 6 month and 2 year old using a Waldorf Blofeld synth and Electron Digitakt, notes to self, found sound and samples intended for drum programming. The reflection is largely concentrated on declining leisure time and the destruction of free time due to circumstances, in this case, weans, obliterating what used to be a normal week to week existence and turning it into the new ongoing norm.